have you ever had one of "those days?" You know, where you just feel like poo. Nothing seems to go right, and just a generally crappy day. Well, it's been one of those weeks. My jaw/tooth hurts (pretty sure I need another root canal), neck hurts, Craig isn't here for the holiday, house is a mess, everyone is on edge with the Christmas season now upon us, etc etc. I just wish I could crawl up into a hole for the whole season. Which is not like me, at all. I'm just so tired of hearing all the negativity! I try my best to stay positive. I know on the outside everyone sees me as the happy go lucky kinda girl, but that's only a front. Most days it takes all my courage just to get out of bed in the mornings. But, I try to help others get into a happy mood. You cannot light another's path without brightening your own. A quote I heard once. It is very true. I put on the front of being happy so that way I will learn from my own lies and actually BE happy. Not during Christmas. It seems like everyone has something to complain about, and no matter how I try to make them see around the problem, it always fails. They just want to be miserable. So fine, be miserable. I am done trying to brighten other's lives, I will just sit in my corner quietly. It's just been one of those days/weeks/months/years.

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